Ride the Wave

I'm not really a fan of roller coasters. Other people scream in delight as the bottom drops and they go hurtling down as fast as gravity can pull them.   My boyfriend has a picture of himself with his family on the Kumba roller coaster at Busch Gardens in Tampa.  They all have huge smiles on their faces, with their hair and cheeks blowing straight up.  The one time I rode on a roller coaster, I was screaming in sheer terror, and definitely not having a good time.  I can't seem to just let go and enjoy the ride.

My life has been like that lately, and I've been experiencing much of the same kind of fear.  Things are happening fast, and it terrifies me.  A few months ago, we did the Prosperity Project here on these pages.  During that exercise, I spent quite a bit of time every day visualizing myself earning increasingly larger amounts of money and using that money to fulfill my heart's desire.  I imagined that I earned that money as a writer and keynote speaker, and I imagined how happy I was using that money to support the arts, build an office, and tweak my home space.  The project part of the Prosperity Project was designed to test the theory that if we consistently visualize something for one month, we should see some powerful manifestations occurring in our real world.  They have, and it's kind of freaking me out.